I had some fun...but them someone rained on my parade!

Last night was really fun I hung out with laura, angie, and ana! We went to chili's and starbucks and then laura and angie had to go home so them ana and I went to wal-mart! It was fun! lol!

Today was ok i woke up and expected to go to coloring club, but no dice! Damn Futbol! lol! So instead jon-jon and i went to ihop and then the mall and to target to visit julio! He has to wear a fannypack! Hahah!!! Too funny! He is soooo winter texan old lady with hot flashes haha!!

Then I came home..bleh! I cooked some stuff...but i wasn't hungry so everyone else in my house ate it! Wow I cook some stuff for me for lunch tomorrow and everyone else but me eats it! I hope it was good....bleh!!!

I went to go visit my grandma and my aunt...boring...normally i have fun...but tonight it was just boring....

Then I came home...once again, bleh!

(mmmkay bitching starts here, so you can stop reading if you don't want to hear me bitch! I'm sorry I know I'm doing it again, but it's the only outlet i have right now!)

Ok I'm sick of this house and i'm sick of living here! I mean i'm literally starting to have anxiety attacks again, because I hate this place sooo much! Omg! I'm sick of people calling and checking up on me and telling me to come home and not letting me do things! I mean This sucks! I'm moving out in a month, on my own, and they still can't treat me like an adult! WTF!?!?!? I mean i'm in the worst mood when i'm here so I try to stay away from here as much as I can! Thank goodness it's only 30 days until I leave, because I am at the point where I'm so mad I'm ready to break or throw things! It sucks! Because I'm not myself when I'm here! I can't be happy here and it's becoming more and more evident every day! My parents are suffocating me. It's the whole caged bird syndrome....and it blows...

(Bitching over! You can keep reading!)

So tomorrow I have to go get the inspection sticker for my truck...ehh..it sucks...

i need to spill my guts out and have a good cry! Anyone interested in joining me?? If so just give me a call...

Well I'm gonna go shower and see if it will relax me....